Cassandra, Iraq
C
K Williams
1.
She’s
magnificent, as we imagine women must be
who foresee and foretell and are right and disdained.
This
is the difference between we who are like her
in having been right and disdained, and we as we are.
Because
we, in our foreseeings, our having been right,
are repulsive to ourselves, fat and immobile, like toads.
Not
toads in the garden, who after all are what they are,
but toads in the tale of death in the desert of sludge.
2.
In
this tale of lies, of treachery, of superfluous dead,
were there ever so many who were right and disdained?
With
no notion of what to do next? If we were true seers,
as prescient as she, as frenzied, we’d know what to do next.
We’d
twitter, as she did, like birds; we’d warble, we’d trill.
But what would it be really, to twitter, to warble, to trill?
Is
it ee-ee-ee, like having a child? Is it uh-uh-uh, like a wound?
Or is it inside, like a blow, silent to everyone but yourself?
3.
Yes,
inside, I remember, oh-oh-oh: it’s where grief
is just about to be spoken, but all at once can’t be: oh.
When
you no longer can “think” of what things like lies,
like superfluous dead, so many, might mean: oh.
Cassandra
will be abducted at the end of her tale, and die.
Even she can’t predict how. Stabbed? Shot? Blown to bits?
Her
abductor dies, too, though, in a gush of gore, in a net.
That we know; she foresaw that – in a gush of gore, in a net.
(From
the April 3, 2006 issue of the New Yorker)